bitter bar

a whole lot more

2006-04-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

im living in a room with no light
staring in to space
darkness just the greatest sight

im standing on the middle floor
hoping for some more
I think i have to change this , i need to change this

break free from all anxiety
open up your core
destroy all boundaries
find peace and a whole lot more

im inside a body without a soul
i have to take control
get the graces that will fall

im getting all the roses of life
red as it may seems
i have to make this, anticipate this

hmm

2006-02-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

IT'S STRANGE ISN'T IT

Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill
seems like such a large
amount when
you donate it to church, but
such a small amount
when you go shopping?

Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when
you're at church, and how
short they seem when you're
watching a good movie?

Isn't it strange that you can't
find ! a word to say when
you're praying,
but you have no trouble
thinking what to talk about
with a friend?

Isn't it strange how difficult
and boring it is to read
one chapter
of the Bible, but how easy
it is to read 100 pages of
a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants front-row-tickets
to concerts or
games, but they do whatever
is possible to sit at the last
row in Church?

Isn't it strange how we need to
know about an event for
Church 2-3
weeks before the day so we can
include it in our agenda, but we can
adjust it for other events in
the last minute?

Isn't it strange how difficult it
is to learn a fact about God to share it
with others, but how easy
it is to learn, understand,
extend and repeat gossip?

Isn't it strange how we
believe everything
that magazines and newspapers
say, but we question the words in the
Bible?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants a place in
heaven, but they don't want
to believe, do, or say anything
to get there?

Isn't it strange how we send
jokes in e-mails
and they are forwarded
right away,
but when we are going to send
messages about God, we think
about it twice before we share
it with others?

IT'S STRANGE ISN'T IT?

Now that you've read this message,
forward it to anybody that you
consider a friend, family member or foe(enemy).
If you don't do it not only
you will deprive
yourself from being blessed,
but you will also do that
to others who may need
God in their life.

johari window

2006-02-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

http://kevan.org/johari?view=shooli

a childhood memory

2006-02-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

All along, I thought it would be a beautiful day. A bowl of spaghetti, a bucket of fried chicken and sticks of barbecue were laid down in our dinner table. A big and very colorful cake was right in the middle of the table, on it, were toy figures of my favorite cartoon characters, poised in a dancing manner. I was so excited, it was one of the grandest birthdays I ever had, no birthday in my life compared it.

Until ‘it” happened.

I was inviting the whole neighborhood, ringing the doorbell of every house, shouting around. I didn’t really care if I knew the person I was inviting, as long as he or she was from the neighborhood, he or she was a friend on that day. After passing thru all the houses inside my small compound, I saved the best for last, my best friend’s home. I ringed their doorbell, sat on their sidewalk and waited for him to come out. At a certain second, I felt a moment of restlessness and fatigue, I barely even remember how it happened. My eyes were focused on this metallic water pipe, and after a split second blood were rushing down, from my forehead down to my face then to my birthday shirt. I was in distress, I went haywire, I shouted, cried, yet, I never felt the pain. After a few minutes, I was rushed to the hospital, still crying, I was brought to the operating room, there, I got four stitches on my forehead, the horror, I never expected that it would happen to me.

From a birthday to remember, It became a birthday of disaster. Nobody ate the food served for they all loss their appetite from my bloody incident. The fun that the day stored was never used and was never seen again. It was my last big birthday bash, and my first bash on my head.

Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan

2006-01-08T08:11:00.000-08:00

Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Nostalgic fumes sway around the air
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Never wanted to feel this despair
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Nice times are forever treasured
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Now is the time to lose the pressure
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Needed nothing from whatever
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Nothing will last unless I falter
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Nevertheless it will just pass by
Nadaanan ko nanaman ang iyong larawan
Nerves will burst, hearts wil cry

Rosas

2006-01-07T04:52:00.000-08:00

huwag kang kakapit
kung ayaw mong mangilipit
huwag kang lalapit
kung ayaw mong mapilit

huwag mong hahawakan
kung ayaw mong masaktan
huwang mong lalanghapin
kung ayaw mong maging alipin

Mga tukso mo
hindi na ako magpapalito
hindi na ako maglalabas ng dugo
para lang mahawakan ka
Lason ang iyong halimuyak

huwag mong bibilhin
dahil ikaw ay susumapin
huwag mong bubunutin
ikaw din ang babarilin

Mga panunuya mo
hindi na ako magpapalito
naubos na ang aking dugo
sa kakahawak lamang sa iyo
Mapaglinlang na rosas

Idol

2006-01-06T21:51:00.000-08:00

nanood ako ng sine
namangha sa mga pangyayari
pinatay daw nila si idol
lahat ng tao'y nagmaktol

bawat patak ng segundo
hinihintay ang palabas
ng aking minamahal na idol
dahil siya'y walang kupas

iniaasam na mga pangarap
wala na bang ibang masagap
anung klaseng buhay ba ito
ayaw ko na magpakabigo

Nakita ko na naman si idol
sa loob ng megamall
gusto ko sana maabot
ang kaniyang mga kamay

Tumingin sakin si idol
ako'y natulala na lamang
ngunit nang siya dumaan
walang sulyap na naramdaman

hinahanap na pangarap
wala namang nasasagap
maghahanap nalang ng bago
ng masmagandang paraiso

binigo ako ni idol
tinapon ako ni idol
patalo pala si idol
wala lang pala si idol

Jeepney Express

2006-01-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

Barya lang po sa umaga
dahil ang pangsukli ko ay kulang pa
dahil wala pa akong kinikita
barya lang sana tuwing umaga

Dumaan sa kanto ng ermita
bumaba sa kabliang eskenita
sumakay sa tapat ng divisoria
dinala sa dulo ng kung saan na

Lakbay na pareng joey
ingat lang sa mga dumi
Libre na ang sexy
lalu na pag hating-gabi

GOD KNOW HUDAS NOT PAY

2005

2005-12-31T05:49:00.000-08:00

You had me at hello
I thought you were new
And you did have it all
but you can't come through

Days turned to weeks
And weeks to months
Waiting for something neat
But you we're never nice

Its time to leave you behind
Oh lovely 2005
We had our days and times
Im glad you're leaving tonight

Confusion got me started
And made me see the light
But rain just started pouring
I hate this kind of life

I wanna step on you know
oh great 2005
I now hate what you love
thanks for the all these scars

Seems like it was just yesterday
Seems like it was something good
But Yesterday got bitter
ang the good turned to never
thanks for the ride
goodbye to you

mata ng hangin

2005-12-25T03:19:00.000-08:00

halika,
tignan muli ang langit
hindi ba ang liwanag
ng mga ningning
ng mga
makukulay
na mga bituin
at ibig kang
hilain

Papunta sa wala
dahil sa atin
mayroong wala
at tayo'y
tititig nalang
sa mata
ng hangin

tara na
sumakay sa dulas
ng bahaghari
at hayaan
madala
kung saan man
ito

Papunta wag sana
dalhin sa wala
kahit na ba
tayo'y
tititig nalang
sa mata
ng hangin

Wala, wala, wala
madadala tayo ng wala
Wala, wala, wala
hindi ka ba nasasawa?

lunes nanaman

2005-12-11T08:13:00.000-08:00

Gigising sa umaga
ang ganda na sana
ngunit mali ang bagsak sa kama

Didiretso sa banyo
Masakit parin ang ulo
Sa susunod naman sana, magflush kayo

Ito ang araw na hindi inaasam
ngunit ngayon lang din kita masusulyapan

Lunes nanaman
ito na nga ang kalokohan
Lunes nanaman
ayoko nang lumaban
Lunes nanaman
Puwede bang martes nalang
Lunes nanaman
at ika'y narinyan na

Dadating sa eskwela
Baon ko'y naiwan pala
Buti nalang busog na ako sa iyong mga mata

Ito ang araw na hindi inaasam
ngunit ngayon lang din kita masusulyapan

Lunes nanaman
ito na nga ang kinaiinisan
Lunes nanaman
ngunit ikaw naman ay nandyan
Lunes nanaman
Sakit sa ulo ang uwian
Lunes nanaman
ngunit ito parin ay kumpleto..
dahi nandyan ka

Wala

2005-11-30T07:06:00.000-08:00

mabigat ang lahat
ang ulo at balikat
ayaw tumulo
ng aking mga luha

Sira na ang lahat
pati ang mga ulap
tila nanghihina
at nawawala

at ngayon ay parating na
ang bagyong di inaasam
na hindi ginugusto
ngunit ngayon ay nandito

Closure

2005-11-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

Dearly Beloved
The autumn trees are wasted
Winter is coming around
in an hour

Dealing the hopeless
I wanted too but couldn't
Tried to come around
But I'm down

Its time to make out of
something out of nothing
Its time to deal this through

I promise
Its not a slap in the face
Or a weight in the air
as long as you just care
I'm going
Just some meters away
I don't want to play
anymore
Let's just end this

Perpetual Nights
Nocturnal lives are tainted
The rain is about to pour
like a flower

Its time to make out of
Words and real illusions
Its right to detach to you

2005-11-10T10:15:00.000-08:00

Minsan ka lang makakakita
ng isang paru-parong,
nawawala sa madilim na eskenita
Kaya habang nandyan pa
wag kalimutang kunin ang tadhana

Wag matakot sa dambana
Ng mga bituing
Na kala mo kung sinung siga
Wag nag patuluin ang luha
Hindi ako mawawala

Tara na at maglakbay
Hawak na sa aking kamay
wag kang matatakot
di kita malilimot

Hayaan mo na lang ang Buwan
Na mangsilaw
liliwanag din ang ating mga mata
At pabayaan na ang bituin
tayo din naman ay kikinang

Tara na at maglakbay
Hawak na sa aking kamay
wag kang matatakot
di kita malilimot

No More

2005-11-08T05:36:00.000-08:00

well my dear, we're stepping on fresh manure
but this time, let me make this clear,
I wont continue walking with this shit under my foot

Its fresh, its new, its now

Its time to look for a different view

And now my dear, I will say this to you

"Eat this shit!"

I will not make the same mistake again

And will not suffer the consiquences

I never deserved

Ayus lang

2005-11-05T09:28:00.000-08:00

Panahon nanaman
para sa mga nakakalitong
nadadama

Araw-araw nalang
ang malakas na pag tunog ng
kampana

Ayus lang naman
ang ganitong pamumuhay
Walang angalan
walang paki kung may sablay

Lumalamig nga naman
ang mga himig ng iyong
tinig

Nangingig ang balat
Di na alam kung ano ang
Tiyak

Ayus lang naman
ang ganitong paglakbay
Walang iwanan
basta't ikaw ang aking kasabay

Iwan mo na
ang tinatangkilik na mundo
dahil tayo ay lilipad
kung saan man patungo

Todo LSS nanaman..

2005-11-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

Buwan

by itchyworms

Ilang huwebes na ang dumaan
Di pa rin nasasakyan
Na wala ka na

Iniwanan na ng panahon
Di pa rin makaahon
Swimming sa luha

Ginagawa kahit ano
Matapos lang gabing ito
Bakit ang bagal ng relo

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang 'yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa'n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

Ilang beses kung aking tingnan
Maganda mong larawan
Bago humiga

Umaasa sa panaginip
Kahit na isang idlip
Na makita ka

Hindi pa rin mapakali
Di maamoy ang 'yong pisngi
Kahit na konting sandali

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang 'yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa'n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

Pag nagiisa
Iniisip kita
Babalik ka ba
Nasa'n ka kaya

Huwag maluluha
Huwag magalala
Dito lang ako
Hihintay sa'yo

Sa ilalim ng buwan
Ilalim ng buwan, aahhh

Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang 'yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa'n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan

alas dos ymedia

2005-10-29T11:17:00.000-07:00

Paminsan talaga nagiisip ako.. anu ba magandang isulat sa araw na ito..
Kung anu-aon ang lumalabas.. tungkol sa pag-ibig, sa bisyo, sa pagiging bigo
paminsan, tungko sa kanto na aking nadaanan. Madaming pumuputok ang biglang
pumapasok sa munting utak na ito.. pero may nakaklimutan ako parati...
Ang pagsusulat.. ay hindi gawaing isip lamang.. ito ay ginagawa ng buong PUSO

Oo, ang bawat salita, ang bawat letra.. dapat ay nagagaling ito at nakaugat sa parte ng
ating katawan na pinakamahirap labanan.. ang puso.. Kaya paminsan, parang wala akong maisulat.. Siguro dahil ay walang laman ang aking puso, o kaya nama'y masyado akong nagiisip..
Kaya na din siguro ako nauubusan ng mga salita.. dahil hindi na ako nakakaunawa ng maayos sa aking damdamin.. nawawala na ang libog paminsan dahil parang..

"Wala namang pinatutunguhan
ang mga pinaggagagawa ko eh!"

Kung nahalata nyu, hindi isang tula ang sinusulat ko ngayon, ngunit isang... masasabi nating isang "essay".. bakit? nakakapaniobago ba? pasensya, naganahan lang siguro ang aking mga kamay..

Lahat ng mga tula na naisulat ko.. ay galing sa akin.. ngunit hindi lahat ay galing sa puso..
Mga iba dyan, natripan lang, tipong, katuwaan.. ang mga iba naman ay ang mga masyadong emosyonal na bagay na tipong masyadong pinapalaki ang mga maliliit na bagay.. Ngunit kulang parin...

Kung nauunawaan nyu ang mga nakasaulat dito ay salamat ng lubusan dahil kahit papaano ay
may nakakaunawa sa aking mga gawa.. kung hindi naman, pagbigyan nyu nalang ako at susubukan ko pang galingan upang maunawaan at matuwa kayo sa aking mga likha..

Puso.. sa totoo lang.. iniiwasan ko ang romansa ng mga tao.. ngunit ngayon ay hindi ko ata ito magawa.. Natamaan ata ako ng pana ni kupido.. Ako'y nabibighani sa kagandahan niya..
At dapat ay magbigay siya ng inspirasyon saakin.. ngunit hindi.. muhkang masnahihirapan pa nga ako magsulat pag siya ang nasa isip ko.. Bakit? Hindi ko alam.. ngunit dahil sa kahirapan na ito lalaban ako, at gagawa ako.. Balang araw.. mababasa niya ang likha ko para sakanya at sa awa ng diyos, sana ay maunawaan niya ito.. Ayaw ko nang madapa muli..

Madrama ba? pagpasensyahan na.. Galing kasi sa Puso ang lahat ng naisulat ko dito.. kahit malabo.. dahil ang puso, malabo ang mga pinaggagagawa..

salamat..

Fighting Temptations

2005-10-28T10:10:00.000-07:00

Hands are shaking
trying to control
this urge
of breathing down

My heart if thinking
Let it run down
Dissolve
against the ground

Every minute spent under siege
Is a minute of success till it be

Im fighting once again
against this unlikely friend
temptation bites again
inside my vains

My blood is running
flowing out my vains
resolve
Im heaven bound

Each moment of uncontent
Is a moment of victory well spent

Im figthing once again
Desperate to defend
tepmtations till the end
up to my grave

SEMBREAAAAAAAAAKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! wala lang

2005-10-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

dear kim kamustang bakasyon mo
ako heto pa rin nababato
bad trip talagan t'tong Meralco
makit brownout pa rin dito
walang silbi sa bahay
kundi bumabad sa telepono
o kaya'y kasama ng barkada
nakatambay sa may kanto!

naalala kita pag umuulan SEMBREAK
naalala kita pag giniginaw SEMBREAK
naalala kita ilang bukas pa ba
bago tayo ay magkita
ako'y naiinip na bawa't oras binibilang
sabik na masilayan ka-ha-hah

sira pa rin ang bisikleta
may gas wala namang kotse
naghihintay ng ulan
basketball sa banyo
sana ay may pasok na para at least
mero'n ng baon
cutting classes dating raket
rock and roll buong taon

naalala kita pag umuulan SEMBREAK
naalala kita pag giniginaw SEMBREAK
naalala kita ilang bukas pa ba
bago tayo ay magkita
ako'y naiinip na bawa't oras binibilang
sabik na masilayan ka-ha-hah

walang kayakap kundi gitara
nangangati sa kaiisip sa 'yo
hanggang sa mabutas 'tong maong ko
tsaka bibili uli ng bago
hanggang dito na lang ang liham ko
salamat sa atensyon mo
tsaka na lang pala ang utang ko
pag nakagkita na lang uli tayo oh wohh

naalala kita pag umuulan SEMBREAK
naalala kita pag giniginaw SEMBREAK
naalala kita ilang bukas pa ba
bago tayo ay magkita
ako'y naiinip na bawa't oras binibilang
sabik na masilayan ka-ha-hah

naalala kita SEMBREAK
naalala kita SEMBREAK
naalala kita  SEMBREAK

Cross

2005-10-25T09:56:00.000-07:00

Cross your heart
make this promise worth its words
and make it last

Feel this heart
from these broken shards of glass
it comes so fast

Look into my eyes
serach the soul inside
from there say your goodbyes

Summertime
Heat is Burning out our skin
under the sand

Love is Crime
Trust this suspect while she's free
Im getting free

Panic! at the disco - The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage

2005-10-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Sit tight, I'm going to need you to keep time, come on just snap snap snap your fingers for me.
Good good, now we're making some progress come on just tap tap tap your toes to the beat.
And I believe, that this may call for a proper introduction.
And well, don't you see? I'm the narrator, and this just the prologue.

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen.
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives. x2

Applause! Applause! No, wait wait...

Dear studio audience,
I have an announcement to make.
It seems the artists these days are not who you think.
So we'll pick back up on that on another page.

And I believe, this may call for a proper introduction.
And well, dont you see? I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue.

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen.
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives. x2

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen.
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen.
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen.
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up.

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen.
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys, trophy wives.

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen.
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be... your eyes.

parang totoo to

2005-10-22T02:17:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: August 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist.
You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force.
There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too.

You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world.
You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

marijuana

2005-10-15T05:06:00.000-07:00

wala akong masulat
walang pumapasok sa aking utak
walang gasolina ang aking isip
walang pumuputok na panaginip

Tahimik ang aking kamalayan
Mahinahon ang aking Kalagayan
Kalmado ang aking puso
Dahan-dahan ang pagagos ng aking dugo

Tinignan muli ang aking kuwaderno
at pinagmasdan muli ang mundo
At napasabi nalang sa aking sarili
"Bukas nalang ako magsisindi"

In Panic

2005-10-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

I wake up under this shadow
Blocking my sunlight
Pulling me Down

Maybe its just better
writting a letter
wasting a frown

Im burning out my lungs
From the 100th cigarette
The Roses now turn black
Losing sight tonight

Infatuation Floods in me
Making a Crime
Of slepless nights

Maybe its just a little lighter
Or it could be brighter
Must waste no time

Senti MOdes

2005-10-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

A House Is Not A Home"

Doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...

A chair is still a chair, even when there's no one sittin' there
But a chair is not a house and a house is not a home
When there's no one there to hold you tight
And no one there you can kiss goodnight

Whoa...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...
Girl

A room is a still a room, even when there's nothin' there but gloom
But a room is not a house and a house is not a home
When the two of us are far apart
And one of us has a broken heart

Now and then I call your name
And suddenly your face appears
But it's just a crazy game
When it ends, it ends in tears

Pretty little darling, have a heart, don't let one mistake keep us apart
I'm not meant to live alone, turn this house into a home
When I climb the stairs and turn the key
Oh, please be there, sayin' that you're still in love with me, yeah...

I'm not meant to live alone, turn this house into a home
When I climb the stairs and turn the key
Oh, please be there, still in love
I said still in love
Still in love with you...yeah...

Are you gonna be in love with me
I want you and need to be, yeah
Still in love with me
Say you're gonna be in love with me
It's drivin' me crazy to think that my baby
Couldn't be still in love with me

Are you gonna be, say you're gonna be
Are you gonna be, say you're gonna be
Are you gonna be, say you're gonna be
Well, well, well, well
Still in love, so in love, still in love with me
Are you gonna be
Say that you're gonna be

Still in love with me, yeah...
With me, oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...
Still in love with me, yeah...yeah...

Anu ba title nito?

2005-10-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

Naamoy ko na ang lahat ng halimuyak
At lahat nang bundok ay aking natahak
ngunit di parin nahahanap
O hindi parin nangangarap

At nainum ko na ang tubig ng buhay
nakain na ang bato ng malay
ngunit di parin kuntento
wala paring tatalo

Sino ang nagsabi na walang magpapasulit sa buhay na ito
Ang anino mo pa lamang ay nagbibigay na ng sustento

Mga lumang awitin na nangingilig
Mga Panahong nagbibigay lamig
Asan na ba na init
Ilaw ang iyong ngiti

the Tae Conversations

2005-10-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

Shools: jax
Shools: tensionado ako
Shools: wahh
Shools: hehe
Shools: LSS

j_rj2k3:
j_rj2k3: natatae ka?
Shools: adik na ako sa soapdish
Shools: hehe
Shools: oo natatae ako
Shools: para sayo ang tae ko

j_rj2k3: sorry pero may nauna ng nagbigay ng tae sakin
Shools:
j_rj2k3: nasa tae na nya ang puso ko
j_rj2k3:
Shools: kadiri
Shools: pota
Shools:

j_rj2k3: hahahaha

j_rj2k3: ako natatae ako..gusto mo sayo nalang? may mais pa to
Shools: ayoko
j_rj2k3: masarap at malinamnam!
Shools: gusto ko ung may adobo.. yakk
Shools: ahahaha
j_rj2k3: walang adobo eh..dinuguan lang
j_rj2k3:
Shools: ayy
Shools: nagcrcrave ako sa adobo flaked-tae.. or tae flaked adobo
Shools: labo
Shools: ahahaha
j_rj2k3: eh sisig coated tae?
j_rj2k3: a very spicy and nutty combinaiton
j_rj2k3: *combination
j_rj2k3:
Shools:
Shools: syet
Shools: ang sarap ipost sa blog
Shools: the TAE CONVERSATIONS
Shools: ahahahahaha
j_rj2k3: ayus lang wahahahaha palitan mo lang name ko sa : i_love_miggy_borja_my_sexy_pimp
Shools: gago
Shools: hahaha
Shools: ok na yan
j_rj2k3: ahahaha
j_rj2k3: sige pahabain pa natin to
j_rj2k3: alam mo mas masarap kumain ng tae lalo na kung may kasamang coke
j_rj2k3: cheryy coke!
j_rj2k3: *cherry
j_rj2k3: mmmmm yummy
Shools: ahahaha
Shools: cherry tae coke
Shools: alam mo ba?
Shools: anu tawag kay Samuel Caleb Padla?
j_rj2k3: Sam "Tae" Padla?
Shools: oo
Shools: TAELICIOUS
Shools:
j_rj2k3: Sam the taelicious padla
j_rj2k3: sarap nun
j_rj2k3: sarap sa kama
Shools: eww
j_rj2k3: ay sa banyo pala
Shools: sarap sa CR
Shools: ahahaha
Shools: yan yan
Shools: ahahahahaha
Shools: gawa tayo ng kanta tungkol sa tae
Shools: ang title
Shools: UBE
Shools: hehe
j_rj2k3: wag ube
j_rj2k3: ano dapat
j_rj2k3: uhh
Shools: SAM
Shools: aahahaha
j_rj2k3: hindi
j_rj2k3: (pero pwede)
j_rj2k3: (kaso pangkulangot si sam eh)
j_rj2k3: dapat
Shools: ahaha
Shools: hmm
Shools: ROY!
j_rj2k3: ChocoUbe on a stick
j_rj2k3:
Shools:
Shools: omg
Shools: astig un ah
Shools: tama na pare
Shools: medyo
Shools: nandidiri na ako
Shools: gutom pa naman ako
j_rj2k3: sarap kaya
Shools: natatae ka?
Shools: ahahaha
j_rj2k3: eh di tumae ka
j_rj2k3: di eh
Shools: craving for chocolates ako
Shools: ahahaha
j_rj2k3: mag prune juice ka na lang
j_rj2k3: o kaya laxative
Shools:
Shools: pde pde
Shools: Buko Pandan
Shools:
j_rj2k3: Ang aking masustansiyang buko pandan
Shools: ahahahah
Shools: Vrownis
j_rj2k3: Choco psychedellic vrownis with mais
j_rj2k3: oh yeah!Shools: ahahaha

Panahon

2005-09-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

Unti-unting pumapatak
Sumalsapak, pumaplatak
ang mga munting tulo ng ulan
Bumuhos, naglalapat
binabasa ang ating balat
sumilong na bago tayo manghina

Tahaan na sa pagluha
Ang ulan din ay titila
at dadating din naman
ang sikat ng araw

Hindi naman makalabas
Dumidilim tanghaling-tapat
Tuloy lang ang buhos nang mga ulap
Ang hangin ay lumalamig
Katawan natin ay nanginginig
Yumakap ka nalang saking mga braso

Tahaan na sa pagluha
Ang ulan din ay titila
at dadating din naman
ang sikat ng araw

Tapos na rin ang pagbagyo
tila parang bago ang mundo
Sumikat na rin ang ating araw

Tama na ang pagluha
Ang ulan ngayon ay tumila
Dumating na rin sa wakas
ang sikat ng araw

A Perfect 10

2005-09-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

The statistics proves everything
With the perfect smile,
The perfect style
You must be the one named the next big thing
Cause your beauty rocks
And we all suck

But it still depends
I still cant give you a perfect ten
Cause it might just draw a line
from real and make-pretend

They say we should bow down to you
Are you sure thats true?
Are you sure its you?
Maybe I've got more damn work to do
A little more research
Are you gonna be first?

But it still depends
I still cant give you a perfect ten
Cause it might just draw a line
from real and make-pretend

A perfect ten
means no fake and no pretend
cause your eyes just makes a one
and your smile just makes a damn
Something to learn
Dont try to hide but try to compromise
Dont try to fight, let go of the peace inside
Dont try to bite, dont be a bitch, dont cry

Laban

2005-09-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

Araw-araw sa buhay ng isang dukhang
Kumakapa, nawawala
Mayroon siyang pinaglalaban
dinadama, dinadala

Wala na daw, patay na nga ba talaga
ang katotohanan, ang iyong pagasa?
Sumabay ka nalang daw sa daloy
ngunit dapat mo ngang ipagpatuloy

Ang laban, ang hirap,
Ang agos ng iyong dugo
Habang tumitibok pa ang iyong puso
Mayroon pang ilalaban, mananatiling buo

Laki sa dilim, ganyan ka lang naman
wag ka nga magbulagbulagan
Maniwala't manlangin ka lang igan
Hindi pa tapos ang iyong laban

paruparo

2005-08-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

oo, tignan mo lang ako ng masama
unti-unting sunugin ang aking sarili
alam ko naman, isa akong dukha
ako nalang ang iyong isisi

patay na ang mga bulaklak
sabay hawak nalang sa patalim
hindi ako sanay sa mga munting iyak
na-adik na sa madilim

suko,
suko na ba ito?
hinding-hindi ako magpapatalo
puso
puso na bato
mababa na ang lipad ng mga paruparo

tigil at sabay takbo nalang ng palayo
dahan-dahang pagurin ang mga mata
tignan ang mga muhka nating malabo
huwag ka nang titiwala

Just a Girl

2005-08-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

it was a bright lighted city life
with all the people passing by
and you were alone in you comfort zone
planning to shed your tears all night

you were just a girl
just a someone of your own
all you wanted was someone you
could share the love that you earned

You only wanted to be held tight,
warm and right,
release those fears inside of you
All you wanted was someone
perfect and true
trying to be that somebody
making myself new

You were weak and light-hearted
you had your swingin moods
You were lying down on your floor
you were giving up on life itself

you were just a girl
just a someone of your own
all you wanted was someone who you
could turn to at your darkest dawn

Sinking

2005-07-30T11:18:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry, I did it
The worse is, I did It wrong
all of these, time wasting
Don't worry I'll finish strong

Whisper to the moon
Say it in its ears
No one left behind
I've counted all those years

And I crossd down the river
The water's too high
I was shouting like crazy
"Im sinking, Im sinking"
But the time was to fast
And thank God it didn't last
when the day comes tommorrow
I'm ready to cross

the issues, the warnings
the intrugue, its uncontrolled
lets leave it, ignore it
I'll just settle, what is mine

Emacipating Serenade

2005-07-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

You're so good with words
You can fly with the birds
And while you're singing, emacipating
Peace is the only thing at work

I've been trapped in this silence
looking for somehting new
All Alone, now that I am quiet
waiting for the sky to turn blue

Your always on the phone
You can make that highest tone
And while your sleeping, I am viewing
An angel in her sweetest home

Now everything will be calm
A moment that will freeze forever
Relief from our suffering will come
A moment like this, forever

Crash and Burn

2005-07-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

Looking at you
I've paid all my dues
Made me believe
Tempting praises and your red lips

Incinerate and freeze
Crash and burn
I'll leave

Procrastinate and bleed
Crash and burn
I'll live

I never really liked it
Trying to forget about it
Making time and wasting
All the thoughts Im complicating

Now, I overheard

Trapped in my own darkness
Hanging on a weakened harness
Blinded by your brightness
Cause I felt A Kiss so tasteless

Now, Go Away

Acting like a fool
Birs are flying through and through
I did Obey
Now I protest for your old ways

mababaw

2005-07-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

hayyyyya.. i learned something last sat... konting "pride" dude

nalulunod
di na makahinga
sige na nga
pagbigyan

naluluha
di na makaya
sige na nga
hawakan

wag kalimutan
sa gitna ka lang ng langsangan
walang dahilan
para ika'y mawalan

Magisip nga ng mabuti
Ikaw din ang magsisisi
Wala ngang dahilan
para malunod sa kababawan

nangingiyak
di na matiis
sige na nga
damayan

wag kalimutan
hanggang tuhod lang ang dagat
walang dahilan
para ika'y magdrama

Untied

2005-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Out in the sea of faces
I was looking for something new
Thanks to my untied laces
I tripped in front of you

You offered your hand
And made me stand again

It was a nice day
everything went on my way
luck was on my side
and stupidity was my friend

I was left staring at face and
Looks like i found something new
Oh god tanks for your grace and
Thanks to my untied shoe

You offered me your smile
And its all eothr a mile

Love Song # 2

2005-07-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

We used to talk all night in this east side town
I used to make a smile from your frown
But now your gone cause they said we're overdue
Why can't people just mind the things they have to do

Everyday
This Picture
Everynight
I'll treasure

I was locked up shut in my a prison cell
Never spoke a word I never kiss and tell
I hope you find me in some scene there
If only i was strong enough, strong enough to bear

All the truth
are burning
all the lies
Are lurking

Someday I'll break free
And you'll soon see me
My plans will be fine
As long as we save up time

Coward

2005-07-05T03:43:00.000-07:00

We buried you years ago
So stay in your grave
I'll killed you Before
And I'll Kill you again
So dont go act so brave

Weakling
Look me in the eye
I'll take away your sanity
I'll throw you in the fire

Cowardice of society
Your just a pinch of sand
I'll take you on
And Break all you legs
Now your going down

Bilang

2005-06-30T03:39:00.000-07:00

Isa
mga maaagang bunga
at kung saan lahat ay saya

Dalawa
Unti-unting nadadapa
Di naman daw sinasadya

Tatlo
Umaagos na ang dugo
Nauubos na ang mga luha

At sa ika-apat ay

Wala na.

Love Song #1

2005-06-28T04:21:00.000-07:00

Look behind you
im standing in the light of your shadow
staring blank on your hair

In between us
Im seeing you in this broken window
wasting this air

Paint my town red
Cause i dont care
reaching out to this outside bed

I have been waiting for you all my life
I know its cheap my dear
By its time to say it right

In field of flowers
I find you with a basket of roses
seems like an hour

Paint my town red
Cause i dont care
reaching out to this outside bed

Pagluma

2005-06-25T21:36:00.000-07:00

Napakinig ako sa isang lumang tugtugin
Kasing luma din nitong radyo

Napakatagal na din bago ko ito napuna
Nabubulok na pala ang aking damdamin

dahan-dahan ako'y naaagnas
Kinakain ng mga palabas
paulit-ulit na umiikot
luma na ata talaga ang aking puso

Naglalakad ako patungo sa mga baybayin
manunuod nalang ng lubog ng araw

Napakablis pala nag paglipas ng panahon
Bulok na pala ang aking kalooban

flightless

2005-06-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

I tried to make
all lasting impressions

I made to last
all the albums of our past

but you tried to get it all off your head
Our diary now burned everything dead

Screaming in the shadow of your world
take out both the wings of this bird
Im now flightless uncapable to glide
to the sky with light of the sunshine

I cried today
longing for your eyes

I find dismay
with all these truth and lies

Lalalalala

2005-06-11T03:58:00.000-07:00

You can ask me any five (or 10) questions no matter how personal, inappropriate, or random. Just send me a message. I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfullly. Repost this and see what people want to ask you.

(I'm only keeping this 'till June 25, so comment, comment, comment!)

Stick and stones

2005-05-26T09:56:00.000-07:00

Im gonna tell you
early on
that i am made from
Sticks and stones
if i fall now
dont blame it down

Im trying hard
to stand my own
Cause im all made from
Sticks and stones

if i fall now
dont blame it down

Cause im weak
and unsheltered
Unprotected
Unsupported
And when I crumble down to pieces
would you put me back with your wishes

Im gonna tell you
before I fall
that I have played with
Stick and stones

So ill crawl now
Im falling down

Im gonna show you
before I call
My memories about
my stick and stones

Try to fall now
Ill catch you somehow

Wala Lang

2005-05-24T00:08:00.000-07:00

mga bagay bagay na kinukurot nag aking isipan

naalala ko ung ipinagawa saamin nung isang klase naman sa filipino.....

ang mga PAANO KUNG.....

-paano kung bawat galaw mo ay tumataas ang buwis?

-paano kung legal magkaroon ng baril?

-paano kung mga bata ang namahala sa gobyerno?

-paano kung ikukulong ang mga estudyante sa eskwelahan?

-paano kung walang kulay ang mundo?

-paano kung imortal ang mga tao?

-paano kung masmatalino ang mga baboy sa tao?

-paano kung labag sa batas ang magmahal?

hay... mga bagay bagay talaga//

Drama naman..

"labag sa kalooban ko ang iwan ka ngunit, labag sa mundo ang mahalin ka"

"kahit ba gumuho na ang mundo ko, basta nakahawak ka lang saaking mga kamay, ayus na ang lahat"

Bakit ba..

Bulag ang mga tao, na kailangan mo pang sabihin na mahal mo sila para matauhan

Masakit magmahal

Hindi sapat ang isang araw para makasama ka

tama na... hayy

Kolehiyana

2005-05-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

Oh kolehiyana
nakikita kita mula sa inyong bintana
ba't ba kasi off-limits ang inyong dorm
gusto ko sanag makipagkilala

Oh kolehiyana
Nadaan kita sa isang eskinita
Ako rin ba'y nakita mo
dahil nandoon din ako sa kanto

araw-araw kong pinapangarap
na kahit sa isang saglit
ika'y aking makausap
gabi-gabi akong nanaginip
para bang minumulto
na magkahawak kamay tayo

Oh kolehiyana
Kung alam mo lang talaga
na sa isang ngiti mo lang
ako'y namamangmang

Muntik Nang Maabot Ang Langit

2005-04-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

Muntik nang maabot ang langit
At makupkop ka sa king mga kamay
Karapat dapat nga bang mapasa akin
Ang pagibig na yong taglay
Ilang ulit na rin na ako'y nagsumamo
Upang ang 'yong puso ay aking makamit

Muntik nang maabot ang langit
Walang papantay sa king katapatan
Higit pa talaga sa kanilang kayamanan
Saang nga ba ako nagkamali
At ako ay iyong pinahirapan

Ilang ulit na rin na ako'y nagsumamo
Upang ang 'yong puso ay aking makamit
Muntik nang maabot ang langit
Muntik nang maabot ang langit
Ang langit sa yong puso, muntik nang mailapit
Ngunit ikaw ngayo'y alaalang kay pait
Muntik nang maabot ang langit

rar.

2005-04-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

this my fairy tale to make
and i get to choose
the princess that im going to save

I don't want distractions
I dont want you
preventing me from perfection

Get away temptation
Get away fallen angel
keep your hands off me
keep your lips to yourselves

Im making my own road now
and ill make it
where the road shows the light

Im making my own show now
where the good guys get
the last and final laugh

NOTANATU

2005-04-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

GUYS!! PUMUNTA KAYO!!! MASAYA YAN!! ASTEEG ANG MGA BANDS!!!!
SEXY PA ANG ORGANIZER ;)!! AAHAHHA PEACE!!

pebbles

2005-04-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hesitating throughout the night
ASking myself if its alright
I dont know what to say
I dont want to see your dismay

Alone in the beach
the sand in my feet
Im getting to deep
Because..

Its like the beachwaves
Dissolving the pebbles into sand
Its gonna take some time
But It will happen

Finding that Ides of March
That exact perfect moment
When everybody around us freezes
Except you and me

Kalendaryo

2005-04-22T11:36:00.000-07:00

ilang bukas pa ba ang bibilangin
hinihintay ang iyong pagdating

Ilang simoy mo pa ng hangin
ang kinakailangan langhapin

isa dalawa tatlo
ubos na ang araw ko
minimithing pagbabalik
akin ba'y makakamit

Bilisan mo na ang pagtakbo
kailangan ko na ang haplos mo
Saluhin mo na ang mga luha ko
Palayain mo ako..

Ilang bituin pa ang kailangan kuminang
Napapagod na ako sa kabibilang

Ilang mga muhka pa ang kailangang dumaan
Ayoko nang pagisipan

Madami nang kalendaryo
Ang dumaan sa pader ko
kailan ba.. babalik
kailan ba ako masasabik..

Gulat

2005-04-20T11:23:00.000-07:00

Astig ka sana
Makasama
Magkahawak kamay

Ngunit Iniwan
Mo lamang
Akong nakahalumpay

Ang sabi sabi
ng madami
ay di ka tunay

Di maniwala
ngunit tama
Ang mga babala

Bakit ka nasisiyahan sa paninira
pwede bang ag ka na maging masama
masakit pala ang mamulat
ako'y iyong ginulat

at ngayon ay
lalayo na
ako

baka madulas
pa muli
ang puso ko

Bakit ka nasisiyahan sa paninira
pwede bang ag ka na maging masama
masakit pala ang mamulat
ako'y iyong ginulat

Ginulat mo talaga ako iha
Trip mo ba talaga ang mambulaga
balita ko ang dami mo nang naloko
sana ay maawa pa ang diyos sa iyo

YellowCard - Ocean Avenue

2005-04-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

This song is bothering me... punk.. but i feel different when i hear this..

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We could leave this town
And Run forever
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We could leave this town
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah

(music break)

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here
Not now

We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now
Things would get better
We could leave this town
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah

liwanag

2005-04-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

At ako'y napatitig lamang
nung ikay dumaan
At ika'y biglang lumuha
sa aking harapan

paulit-ulit na ang sinasabi ng tadhana
wala naman daw talaga akong magagawa

Ilabas mo na ang iyong problema
sabihin sakin ang mga hadlang
dadalhin kita sa aking langit

AT ako'y nabitin na lamang
nakatitig sa iyong bintana
Lumabas ka naman
At ikalat ang iyong ganda

hindi na makatiis ang aking isipan
kailagan na kitang muling masulyapan

Lumabas ka na dyan sa iyong bahay
at ibigay sakin ang iyong kamay
dadalhin kita kung saan di ka luluha..

Mga liham ng isang sikreto

2005-04-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

Tignan mo nga ako sa mata
At subukin mo kunin ang aking mga lihim
halungkatin ang aking isipan
mga sikretong nakatago sa dilim

Hindi mo lang alam
na naka-droga ako sa katotohanan
Di mo lang alam
Dahan dahan akong nasasaktan

Hindi mo ba alam
na maraming ilusyon na namamaligid
Hindi mo ba alam
ako'y nagmumukmok sa gilid

Tignan mo muli ang aking mata
ngayon ba ay mas nakakakita ka?
Babarilin ka na ng katotohanan
At ang tunay na sikreto'y di mo malalaman

Burst of words

2005-04-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

Hello there my little fucked up angel
So why dont yiu show me who you really are
take off that costume you Damn Devil
I can see that lustful scar

Stop trying to be the holy entity
everybody know your real identity
Die you little runt! Die slowly
Burn in Hell Rot in infinity

Ill make sure you lose all your blood
And Sell all your insides
Cause your life is a big waste
made by god..

Another Gussing Game

2005-04-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

got this from sabs

The Rules:
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.

1. oohh... he loves melvin
2. my chunky lover
3. Fathur Al Ghozi
4. King Leoric
5. Tweety?
6. She has her own "SMALL" world
7. Purple Flavored Milkshake
9. Sir O.'s cuzin?
10. Who want's cookies?
11. Ang dami mong crush.. pati si.. madami pa akong hindi alam.. ;)
12. Babuy! ahaha! I STILL owe her 120 bucks..
13. "Tae.. tae.. tae.. Fag.. Fag.. Fag.. OML.. OML.. Idont like you!!.." common words that comes out of his mouth
14. Had Dengue Thrice..?
15. Mr. Personality...

Guessing game

2005-04-11T09:55:00.000-07:00

MAKIGAYA NA RIN

a. Post the names of 15 of your favorite musicians. (di ako garapal like sabs..)
b. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
c. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

UrbanDub - New tattoo.. galing talaga ni ryc oh..
Copeland - Priceless.. sabi na nga ba si jax makakakuha nito eh..
Rivermaya - 214.. alam mo lahat jax ah
The Used - Cut Up Angels.. janus again
The Starting Line - Playing Favorites.. JANUS AGAIN!?!?!?! Ay... Ryc din pala... AHAHA
Parokya ni Edgar - FAMILY DINNER.. Janus would you like some sausage? no nothing could be better..
EraserHeads - Tindahan Ni Aling Nena.. Sabs.. finally
Norah Jones -Don't know Why..... ryc..kumakaripas ah
New Found Glory - All downhill from here.. sabs.. daya.. clue
13needles - Cab One.. Nice one jax..
Sponge Cola - Dragonfly.. janus again..
Hairmeetstheeye - Prequel.. Janus.. nanaman.... wehk.. madali lang to para sayo
KilChi - Blessed Are The Weak.. wahaha tae ka talaga janus
Typecast - Assertion.. tae janus lam mo ata lahat
John Mayer - back to you.. galing naman ni ryc LOL

AS YOU CAN SEE.. pinapak ni janus ung game... Tae... HEhe

4 days

2005-04-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

some artworks i came up while i was gone
I was in some retreat house and i was technically alone.. LOL
Dedicated to RA and N.C. ppl.. ;)

Warning: Ma-"emo" (Daw) ang mga susunod na nakasulat

Favorite Things

Its not worth finding the best line
to describe this wasted time
Hanging on tomirages of the past
But soon enoguh all will fade, nothing will last

Looking at this mosaic of our reign
Elegance was present as we won the game
But we're in this world of never-ending spin
Everythin falters, the lights will be dimmed

I will wait all night
For my phone to ring
I will win this fight
Figuring out your favorite things

Stab

Stabe me gently
so i could still live
And now stab me more
till i can no longer breathe
But please do it
Slowly
Gently
Calmly
For me to fell
Your sharp balde
In Full Hate

eto dedicated sa taong pinahirapan ko this year.. oi, d k n cya pinahirapan nung RA.. lol
eto na sorry offering ko after 1 yr of pahirap sayo ;) peace out dudette!(yan ah)

I'll see you in the brightlights
along the sunset bay

I'll open up my eyes now
Hoping to see you someday

I'll try to find
in tomorrow's night
a pair of sight
Today is ending
Don't say goodbye
Casue soon we'll shine

Crossing through the portals
Searching for your hand

Living in my past life
turning to the right

Im sorry for all the while
I tried to smile
Im waiting for the question's cry
But you just passed by..

--Disclaimer: Sorry Kung ma-emo--

UBE O TAE?

2005-04-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

isobekham : salamat
isobekham : hahaha
isobekham : ubeeeee
isobekham : galing na naman sa ate ni ian
Kobe: ahahahaha
Kobe: ano gusto mo?
Kobe: TAENG LASANG UBE
Kobe: o
Kobe: UBENG LASANG TAE
isobekham : anong klaseng tanong yan?
isobekham : hahahah
isobekham : tae pareho
isobekham : hahah
isobekham : hmmm
Kobe: pili isa
Kobe:
isobekham : teka pagiisipan ko.... ahhaha
Kobe: ahahaha
isobekham : kung lasing ako, kahit ano
isobekham : hahahah
Kobe: ahahahaha
Kobe: hindi ka alsing eh
Kobe: aaha
isobekham : pero di pa naman ako nakakatikim ng tae eh
isobekham :
isobekham : ano ba lasa nun?
isobekham : baka masarap
isobekham : malay mo
isobekham : hahaha
Kobe: aahahahahahahahhahahaha
isobekham : yuck ayoko na nga ng ube
Kobe: aahahahahahahahahahaha
Kobe:
isobekham : ikaw naman eh
Kobe: ang galin ko talaga
isobekham : hahahhaa

The Starting Line - Playing Favorites

2005-04-04T22:37:00.000-07:00

"Playing Favorites"

i guess the most that i can do
is make a call and tell you the truth
sing the words in melody
and hope that you'll believe me
here's another song for you
so this one this one makes two
i still don't know where to begin
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted

[chorus:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can extend
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted
if you feel unwanted

[chorus x2:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

till california comes

History

2005-04-01T08:16:00.000-08:00

Everyday of my life
I try to compromise
To every minute that your gone

Every second seens so long
Im trying to hold on
To this picture of you in my hand

I'm trying to mesmerize
you back from me
But it seems that
we are all left with tragedy
The past is gone
Its History
And nothing can be done
but to reminisce

Every moment in my mind
And im dying to find
This fullfilment inside of me

I hypnotize myself
and tell me that your gone
So its time to move on

Written

2005-03-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

I Tried to find the words
But nothing seems to work
I carefully make every line
But nothing seems to rhyme

Im draining my own thoughts now
And nothing seems to fit
still looking for that magic hit

Look deep into these phrases
Look deep into my eyes
I'll find that perfect message
Just give me some time

I tried to find a verse
But everything comes to worse
Its hard to find that perfect line
Ive searched out all my mind..

Icebergs

2005-03-27T08:31:00.001-08:00

can't you see the real situation
We're stuck in this artic nation
And as time passes the cold turns Numb
The only keeping us alive is this bottle of Rhum

Slowly, this iceberg we're on
is slowly melting us down
And in a nick of time
We're ready to Drown

Inch by inch the cold penetrates my bone
Death is nearing a time of its own
A final rush of blood is what I need
To tell you that I believed..

Lucky bastard

2005-03-26T10:19:00.000-08:00

a Long night has passed
Im stuck in my own rhyme
I thought I wouldn't last
But you came just in time

Save me from this anxiety
grab my hand to distan lands
You gave ne back my sanity
Glad that you came just in time

How lucky can I get
In a minute' time I got an hour's worth
So this time I'm really blessed
I'm a lucky bastard in this filth and dirt

Worst cases

2005-03-24T09:12:00.000-08:00

wouold you bleed for me
would you take the cut for me
I know the pain, I felt it
But do you think its worht it..

Do you think im worth your life
Am i even worth your time
I have endured all the danger
Just to satisfy yuour hunger

The worst cases of love
and its never like a dove
when the two-sides turn
to opposite directions

What going to happen next?
I have taken all your test
is this game called the waste my time?
I think I'm paid from all my crimes

The Quiet things that no one ever knows..

2005-03-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
It was a lovers tryst
Were neither clear nor discript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we dropped out
Give up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals

I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then I knew I could do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed, parents let them shoulder all the blame

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we dropped out
Give up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we dropped out
Give up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(I lie for only you
And I lie well Halleluh)

A burst of emotion

2005-03-22T08:33:00.000-08:00

In this perfect blue bliss
again i am unoticed
then again i am invisible
unable to be seen by people

They stare at me
As If I was air
Just a transparent entity
never really worth seeing

But like air
I bring life
to organisms
and great sighthings

Someday you shall see me
And i'll prove
that im not the one
that you thought I am

I am someone
I am strong
I have the power
To carry on

Graduate na!!

2005-03-20T06:40:00.000-08:00

h2005, astigas kayo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hanggang sa muling pagsasama!!

PILGRIM's THEME

Lyrics by Johnny Go, SJ
Music by Manoling Francisco, SJ

Tired of weaving dreams too loose for me to wear.
Tired of watching clouds repeat their dance on air.
Tired of getting tied to doing what’s required
Is life a mere routine in the greater scheme of things?

Through with taking roads someone else designed.
Through with chasing stars that soon forget to shine.
Through with going through one more day – what’s new?
Does my life still mean a thing in the greater scheme of things?

Refrain:
I think I’ll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings.
I hope to find my place, so my life will fall in place
I know in time I’ll find my place in the greater scheme of things.

Each must go his way. But how can I decide?
Which road I should take; who will be my guide?
I need some kind of star to lead me somewhere far.
To find a higher dream in the greater scheme of things.

The road before me bends; I don’t know what I’ll find.
Will I meet a friend or ghosts I left behind?
Should I even be surprised that you’re with me in disguise
For it’s your hand I have seen in the greater scheme of things.

Refrain:
I think I’ll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings.
I hope to find my place so my life will fall in place
I know I in time I’ll find my place...
Bridge:
For yours is the voice in my deepest dreams
You are the heart, the very heart of the greater scheme of things.

So here I think I’ll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings.
I hope to find my place, so my life will fall in place
I know in time I’ll find my place...

Chorus:
Why don’t we follow the voice that calls within.
Dance to the silent song it sings.
One day we’ll find our place
For all things fall in place.
For all things have a place
in the greater scheme of things.

Sugal

2005-03-18T09:10:00.000-08:00

Ang sandaling ito
Ay sandali nating dalawa
Kung ano ang mayroon dito
wala na tayong maiiba

Dahil ang pag ibig
natin ay isang sugal
Kalahati ang tsiyansa
ng ating tagumpay

Isang sugal nga ito
nakahati sa dalawa ang tadhana
basta nangangarap ka nalang
na manalo sa ganitong palaruan

Basta kung anu man ang nangyari
ito na ang mananatili
Dahil sa ganitong sitwasyon
nasa huli parati ang pagsisisi

Sonnet

2005-03-18T07:07:00.000-08:00

HOW DO I LOVE THEE?

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

--Elizabeth Barret Browning

Aftershock

2005-03-17T23:21:00.000-08:00

when the past hits you,
it hits you bad
because everything
that you are right now,
came from that world

It may be a song
It may a picture
It may be a poem
But whatever it is
It must hit you

The way you think
Is rooted form this tree
This tree of history
And will never be broken
It will never be cut down

Everything of you are
and everything that you're not
Is the fault of time
the fault of life
the fault of fate

Chunky Lover

2005-03-14T06:49:00.000-08:00

Another Compo by Me and janus j.... For Homer Simpson!

Come Here and give me what youve got
Im ready for anything especially simething Hot
I dont care what you are and what you're not
Some Come here! and show me that Butt!

Oh chunky, this aint over
This night isn't done
my chunky lover

Turn off the television my dear
Come a little closer, a little near
If you need a drink there's still beer
so shed your clothes and have no fear

Ohh you really know how to put the L in Lovin
And Every night it you that im cravin..
cravin for somethin...fresh out of the oven
ohh chunky! chunky lover
as long as im with you
i wont be sober

Ball.. Way Much Better...

2005-03-12T09:51:00.000-08:00

So im in story-telling mode.. but then.. this will all end up in a poem

OK, so it was our ball and well... i had so much fun... not like my past experiences from these kind of events..

It was much much much to the 1000th power WAYYYY better...

The simplicity.. the ambience.. the music.. the people..

Though i had some minor problems (transpo arghh), the night was perfect..

And ofcourse, my date.. she made my evening wonderful! I would like to thank her for accompanying me.. She was so nice and caring and she looked so wonderful.. thanks for the lovely evening!! (hope she reads this.. :P)

Anyway....... all i can say is... ITS MUCH WAY BETTER THAN THE PROMS I ATTENDED! AHAHAHAHA! :P

Would you mind to have this walk?
Such a lovely night.. endless talks
Your eyes, i gaze to them, so full of life
Thank you for this lovely night

Pictures will be made
From memories we create
I will always see your beauty
It will always be here with me..

Every falsh captures your smile
the only souvenir I only desire
This will be always in my heart
Hope that we'll never break apart..

Last Days of December.

2005-03-09T23:56:00.000-08:00

This is written by janus jarapa and shooli.. for Melvin Macatiag

Why Did you have to be a Star.
And why are just to far..
I only have an arm to get to your reach..
but if an arm and a leg is what it takes, then i'll surrender 2 of each

Let everything be gone
And I'll risk all to the sun..
Ill burn myself to death
Just to feel your breath..

And if I must find another way
And if I have to pray..
I will find another way
and fate will be kind. someday..

The candlelights flicker and fade
as the chance to meet you slips and evades
and if the limit of this lifetime is never enough
Then wish me all the luck
i need to be your diamond in the rough

Let everything be One..
Now All I can do is run
and chase you until forever
Until the last days of december

Prequel

2005-03-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

Its a song by the a band.. HairMeetstheEye.. my fave.. hehe Prequel It seems as though fate drew a line between your heart and mine I'm choking on this compromise wasn't really ready for this big suprise I can't hold this together without you in my plans for forever Cut into a million pieces heart of mine with a million questions Are we ready to part ways Tears of mine, tears of a million faces And im not ready to take myself from you Reminisce and try to contemplate how time is not that late I'm ready to wake up from my sleep before everything sinks in too deep

Insomia

2005-03-08T09:43:00.000-08:00

Please let me sleep
I just want to
lay my back
and wait for the morning

Where are you
oh sandman
throw your dust
in my eyes

I want to dream
Whether it be nice
or it be a nightmare
As long as its made up in my mind

Insomiac
that is what
people call me
as you see

Sleep is scarce
I try to close my eyes
but whatever the force
I'm still alive

Friend Chicken

2005-03-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

Nakakapangiti talaga sa sarap
Ang fried chicken na aking nakagat
Ang lakas ng aroma ng luto ni lola
Na fried chicken na aking nalalanghap

Paborito ko talaga ang fried chicken
Kahit toyo ang sawsawan
kahit walang ketchup
Aking papatulan

Gintong balat na nakakasilaw
Paa pakpak, pitso at leeg
basta fried chicken ang ulam
siguradong sa kusina, ako'y maiiwan..

Paborito ko talaga
Ang fried chicken ni lola..
Ang sarap sarap kasi
kaya ako parating nakangiti..

Girl of the Screen

2005-03-06T00:50:00.000-08:00

I replayed, rewind and rewatched every scene
In this Dvd copy of mine
And its all about you, all of you..
My eyes are locked on your scenes..

I try to catch all your Tv Shows
Just the scene of you makes me smile
I wanna hear your voice
Even if its just in the stereo

But your a girl of the movies
of the fame, the stardom
How can i reach a girl like you
Can get out of this truth

Our only Connection is through the tv screens
But i will get to you by any means

Ive got a million of posters
Posted in every corner Of my room
And its all about you
And all of you, just on you

Your eyes of bright blue
hypnotizing me to do the things i do
Someday fate will be kind
You'll notice me not as a fan

Oblivious

2005-03-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

One day i wake up to a brand new memory
Looks like my past is consumed by history
I know nothing at all
I know nothing at all

I'm just a boy I poor lost boy
My past, my present, my future all unknown
And I know nothing at all
I know nothing at all

All i see in a split second is automatically lost
I wanna know who's me at any cost
Cause I know nothing at all
I know nothing at all'

Can somebody help me reagain my memory
Cause i wanna end my life's story
Help me find a way
Help me find my dawning day

cause I know nothing at all
And I know nothing at all
For I know nothing at all
I know nothing at all

How can you men a broken heart

2005-02-26T21:18:00.000-08:00

Its a song covered by michael buble, original by bee gees.. nice song.. i can really see myself in it.. so bitter.. so sad.. so depressed.. so broken..

I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

BSP

2005-02-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

Di talaga makita
O di talaga tinitignan
Di talaga madama
O di talaga dinadamdam

Mas pinipili ang tadhana
Kaysa sa iyong mga daan
Ba't ba di ako maniwala
Na mayroon kang paraan

dahil kami'y binubisog mo
sa iyong pagmamahal
kahit di ka namin
kinikilala bilang
Ama, kapatid, kuya
ika'y andyan parin

Sa hangin na hinihinga namin
Sa mga kaibigan na nasa tabi namin
paminsan di nanamin naisip
na ang lahat ng ito'y galing sayo

Araw-araw sa buhay naming hawak mo
Kailan mo ba kami pinabayaan
Siguro talagang nagbubulag-bulagan lang kami
Pero sa totoo ay kami'y busog na busog

Untitled..

2005-02-26T01:16:00.000-08:00

When Everything Goes Right In Your life
A Scene Of Utopia , full of beauty and light
This is what you feel, when this magic hits you
These are the emotions of the line " I love you"

Everything will be in slow motion, in special effects
Fireworks will be lit while our hearts connect
I'll cross my fingers for luck and perfection
For this is the night of the perfect constellations

Candles burn and makes your face glow
Your aura seems to take away all my sorrow
Your eyes, your lips, your smile, your cheeks
In accurate symmetry, in flawless reality..

Everything
Unbelievable
Like a dream
Ever wonder..

How Can All of these be real?
How Can All of these be real?
How Can All of these be real?
How Can All of these be real?

Profanity

2005-02-25T19:52:00.000-08:00

Throw it to me more
Think that im numb
Push me down the floor
Now see me succumb

Try to hear what you say
Do you think you want to hear it everyday

Every syllable brings insanity
Every tone destroys my dignity
Please stop your disgusting activity
Don't use to me your profanity

I'll hear it more
Every single day
And now i'll open the door
I'll leave this infested way

gaya gaya

2005-02-24T06:38:00.000-08:00

(x) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( x) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose [more of food. hehe. binagoongan.]
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(xxxxxxx) broken a bone
(x) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches [circumcision.]
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour -- or water
(x) bitten someone
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex [i love h2005.]
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(xxxxxxxxxx) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
( ) driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
(x) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
(x) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now

sa tabi

2005-02-24T06:19:00.000-08:00

Hindi na kailangan pagtakpan
Ang mga sikreto at mga liham
Wala na talaga akong paki
Hindi ko na kailangan maghiganti

Naiintindahan ko naman ang ating mga pagkakamali
mas mabuti pang lumayo ako kaysa tayo'y sumabit

Hindi mo na kailangan lumuha
DI naman kita papabayaang madapa
Ako'y iyong kaisaisang anino
Nasalikod lamang, handang handang sumalo

Kahit di na tayo magusap, magkita, ako'y parating andyan
Dahil hindinh hindi kita papabayaan kailanman

Nakasabit lang sayo
Ang puso kong nagdudugo
Tumitibok, dumudugo
upang idagdag ang lakas mo
Sa pang araw araw
Di ka na magiginaw
dahil siguradong kasama mo ako
kahit sa mga maliliit na alaala
ako'y iyong dala

Last Full show

2005-02-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

Patapos na ang lahat
Wala na akong magagawa
Sa mga maling nangyari..

Palpak na kung palpak
Di na talaga ako sumikat
Pero kahit papano may nangyari..

Sumabay nlng sa daloy ng kwento
Tumawa nalang sa mga lokoo ng payaso
At pabayaan na ang direktor sa paghahari

Dahil ito na ang huli
Ang huling pagpakitang gilas
sa atin na ang entablado
Ito na ang pinakaaabangang
Last full show..

Ipakita na ang pinakaengrande
Dapat ang pagarte ay suwabeng-suwabe
Ilabas na pati sariling kaluluwa

At tagumpay din ang sasalubong
Tayo din ay uusbong
Ang huling hurit ay di magpapatalo

Dusk

2005-02-22T02:12:00.000-08:00

Seaside walks and bay side views
Seeking life, seeking refuge
From the furious life of the city
This is not For Me

I need a lifetime vacation
An end to all my tribulations
Where peace is the air we breathe
Will somebody save me?

Dawn till Dusk
Everything is a must
In a world where
You are judged by your smile
NOthing will be fair

Sinking slowly in the deep blue sea
O dear brother, when will you save me
Slowly Death is pulling me down
it is time for my final bow..

Sunsets really never show beauty but shows the end of humanity's world
It signals that darkness will be the one to rule our lives
Cold, the absence of heat, the absence of light
It will freeze us to death, chill our bones till it breaks apart
Till Dusk I shall live my soul to its potential
And when dawn comes, I shall be born again
But now, in this night, I shall be fighting blindness
the night is the enemy, blackness can kill me
Let the moon be my guide, let the stars make me glide..

Light parade

2005-02-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

Im blinded by all these rays
of disorganized neon lights
Laser beams points to my eye
And in a seconds time loses all my sight

Gazing through this light parade
In a world of particles and waves
Let all the light shine
But then make everyone blind

Disco effects on the walkway
We don't need a candle to light our way
The night never stops, there's no time for day
And now the Spotlight is on Me

Faithless

2005-02-19T23:38:00.000-08:00

I open up myself to you
Because I thought your a savior
But all you did is fail

I tried to keep my hopes high
I prayed for your grace
But grace turned to Disaster

Thanks to you
I need to surrender
My mind my soul to the flame
Now I suffer
to the depths of my heart
I'd rather be faithless
Before you even start

To crush every bit of me
And slowly mess
my memories

Never ending Screams
In a never ending sleep
Of a never ending nightmare

Dream Chasers

2005-02-19T09:34:00.000-08:00

Mirages now make me face a new dimension
Never ending races compete in limitless horizons
Inch by inch they start to fall apart
But everything ressurects in a spark
Make up your intentions, desires and wants
Passion cuts fears of trials and defeat
Fall down all you want, just don't forget to drop
Dreams are of the mind, not of realities map
Lying infront of Caesar's ambitions
And the dagger strikes to my heart
Slowly making me realize I've made a mark
Crippled I am but my versatility is less inspired

Of Sweat and blood, Of tears and breath
All my grievances, all are shed
Everyone told me this would me easy
Yet all the time I try I get in to a plight
I need more water, I need more power
to keep me going on to my new kingdom come
And someday Ill be gone

illusions

2005-02-17T04:14:00.000-08:00

And now everything passes me by..

Hold on to me..
and someday
I'll set you free

look deep
into my whole being
can't you see im shinning

And now everything passes me by..

Mourn for me
And laugh all you can
I'll give the things you need

Raise up your head
kiss the air
and feel heaven's touch

And now everything passes me by..
And now everything passes me by..
And now everything passes me by..

SINONG NANAY MO!

2005-02-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

San ka galing
kala mo makakachamba ka
Lintek kang loko..
Patay ka ngayon sakin

Sige, san ka galing
sa akin diba
Buhay ka dahil sakin
kaya pasalamat ka

At ngayon tatanuning ko nalang sayo ay..

SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?

Tigas ka pala ah.. sige ngayon sagutin mo..

SINONG NANAY MO!?!?

May gatas ka pa sa labi
Bonjing pa ang ugali
kaya wag kanang mag angas
nagmumukha kang ungas

Madami ka pang kakaining bigas
mag tiki-tiki ka muna
O, tutulo pa uhog mo
ANAK KA NG NANAY MO!

At ngayon tatanuning ko nalang sayo ay..

SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?
SINONG NANAY MO!?!?

Tigas ka pala ah.. sige ngayon sagutin mo..

SINONG NANAY MO!?!?

Valentine

2005-02-14T22:27:00.000-08:00

You really know how to aim
You really know how to play this game
You really know how to get me stuck
You really know how to make me jump

Ohh.. as the old saying say
Love is in the air Cause its valentines Day
Chocolates and Flowers tradititons stay
A candle light dinner, A lovely day

Romance, as they say is love
Yet love as they say is blind
Whatever Goes,just look at the stars above
And I'll look at you To see what you see..

Oh, angel of earth please show me heaven
Oh Cupid please dont let this end
Never let this end
Even if everything of this is just pretending..
I dont want this to end..

Isang liham..

2005-02-13T07:20:00.000-08:00

Kung anu-anu ang nasa isip
Di ko alam kung nasa panaginip
basta sulat lang ng sulat
baka mamaya konti, sakaling mamulat

Ano ba ang buhay
Ano ang kaya nitong taglay?
teka pa yosi muna
baka sakaling madala

NAghahanap ng inspirasyon
sa isang muso? o sa isang buwan?
bakit pa ba kailangan
ehh andyan ka naman

Tuloy-tuloy na pagtatakda
ng mga gawaing pangbahay
mga araw-araw na kabuhayan
mga buhay ng mga patay

Mundong paikot-ikot
bat di mo kami nahihilo
mag tumatalab ba
ang Tsokolateng may hito

dahan dahan lang ang pagkain
baka ika'y bangungutin
mahirap magpapayat
pero sige, kagat pa ng kagat

basta, ilagay mo nasa kokote mo
Baka sakaling bumagyo
ikaw rin, sayang ang kaisipan
Mahirap nga naman makapulot ng langgam

aray ko, ang sakit na ng ulo ko
mga nangangarap maging santo
namumula na ang mga pisngi ko
teka, iidlip muna si tito

Walang saysay na paguusap
tatlong araw nang gising
dumdilim na ang ulap
teka, ako ata ay lasing

Sige sige, eto na talaga
Isasara ko na ang telegrama
at ipapadala sa aking Maria Clara
sana ito'y kanyang mabasa

at sa huli ay..

P.S.: O aking irog, kung di mo mapuna ang mga nakalagay sa liham na ito, ang rason ay mahirap ilabas sa mga salita ang nadadama ko sa iyo.. naway maunawaan mo ang aking pagmamahal sa iyo..

Parting Ways

2005-02-12T23:25:00.000-08:00

4-H.. inubos nyu talaga luha ko..

Walking down memory lane
I step on the roughest of Rocks
Yet I breathe the freshness of air

Every moment, stuck in my mind
And Im getting tired
But then I can't take it but to look back

In our laughs
In our cries
In the times when we say goodbye
In triumph
In defeat
The years has been great
Guess will be parting ways

The Best Days, The Bad Days
All Just Came By
And I got Through, I did get through

Moments Are always Treasured
Spirits now empowered
Let this be our Hour..

hidden

2005-02-09T06:21:00.000-08:00

When Truth Disconnects with reality
Its time i don't believe sanity
But you just made it so sure
that before i discover the lies, I Die

Million daggers came flying
Stabbing me deep on my back

Dark red blood came rushing
Down to my bathroom Floor

Did you say my secrets?
Did your run out of words?
Now you know what's my weakness
Your just lucky i dont curse..

My hands are starting
to burn out all its life

Shouldn't have called you 'my darling'
And now your holding a knife

Evil Society

2005-02-07T03:33:00.000-08:00

Im covering out the wounds
Inflicted From This War
Fought By Men of Love
And Creatures From Hell

Its such a chaotic world
and such a lustful Society
Where nobody nows how to give
but only learned how to take

get me out of here
Save me from the fire
Save me from the war
I don't have the wings to fly
to fly away from here

Humor is a rare artifact
And Tear is such a abundant resource
Blood is used as a Currency
And life, is a luxury

To live is to run for it
Cause everyone is chasing you
And will take every part of you
Bit by part by soul

Don't be a fool by acting brave
Stay back, or even stay away
Beleive me , try to behave
And you'll thank me, Someday